Things changed suddenly. You’re listening to your playlist and days seem so uncomfortable. When your ears are tired, you would just want to lie on your bed and closed your eyes but sleep is so hard to get. Pain will start to crawl over into your chest, in your stomach until it consumes your whole body. Then you will hug your pillow and realized that you can't be just like that so you'll try to do something. Things still hurt. Really hurt. You used to go to your favorite hangouts and go back home from school together. You were friends for so long. How many times he told you that you are his friend? You can't even remember and all you know is you're getting sick of being his buddy. More than a friend. His girlfriend – that’s what you want to be. He got a girlfriend and you were asking yourself if you have the right to be jealous. When that girl broke his heart, you hated her and how much you wanted to say, “I’m just here. Let me be your girlfriend”. You don't even know how you are going to tell him that you're falling in love with him. But because you're so hopeless you had an ounce of courage to tell him but then it was not a good move.
Truth is going to hurt and you have nothing to do but to accept it. You've done everything for him in hope that someday he will recognize all your efforts and eventually will feel the same way. He does appreciate everything. He loves you. Yes he does but just as a friend. Could not be more than that.
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